A Broken Heart Seeks Its Own Continued Demise

It's been a rough week for me, and it's mostly my fault. Heartbreak has bitten a little deeper this week than in weeks past, and yesterday i did something silly. Thankfully it was something i did while i was alone (No surprise visits to exes or anything), but it was still a bad idea. Sometimes when the person you want to be with most is the person you have the least interaction with, you choose the worst things to look at, just to feel, even for a moment, like you are still a part of their life. Sad, i know.

But what is done is done. All i can do now i learn from it, and hope that in the long run, my slight reopening of my emotional wound will accelerate my healing. I know I'll heal eventually. Right?

The week looks interesting. Hopefully some socializing that doesn't involve co-workers, family, or my best friend. Not that i don't enjoy all of them, but I'd like something a little more interesting this week. We'll see what happens...