Didn't i just talk about this?

Sigh... Yeah so my relationship. Took a bit of a downspin the past week or so. Im not really sure what happened except i never see my girlfriend much anymore, and have no idea what's going on in her life or head. I guess i would be ok with that from time to time if it seemed like there was some sort of effort going on to change that. I just dont see it. I dont feel like im a priority for this girl, and im not too good with that. If im going to try and make a relationship work (especially one that i had reservations about going into in the first place) then the other party needs to me making an effort as well.

Sorry, ill stop whining. Im probably not dealing with it well either. I sent her a text letting her know i wasnt particularly happy, and i was going to take some time to think about things. This is about the 3rd or 4th time in about a week i have brought this stuff up, so it wasnt like i was sending this kind of text out of nowhere, but still. Hopefully we will get a chance to talk tonight, but i have no idea if that will happen. The MO or our relationship lately has been to make plans after i point how little we actually see each other, only to have those plans cancelled by my partner. Maybe tonight will be different. Maybe not.

No word on the job front. Hopefully ill get a little clarity tomorrow when business hours resume.